Looking back at me,
I see that i never really got it right,
I never stop to think of you.
I'm always wrapped up in things I can not win.

You are the antidote that gets me by,
something strong like a drug that gets me high.

What i really meant to say,
is i'm sorry for the way, i am.
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so...

Cold to you, i'm sorry about all the lies
maybe in a different light,
you could see me stand on my own again,
cause now i can see me.

You are the antidote that got me by,
something strong like a drug that got me high.

I never really wanted you to see,
the screwed up side of me that i keep,
locked inside of me so deep,
it always seems to get to me,
i never really wanted you to go,
so many things you should have known,
i guess for me there's just no hope.
I never meant to be so cold.